My sight is falling apart like everything else.  I can’t be all of the things people seem to expect of me.  I don’t know any answers.  I don’t have the time, the gas, the money, the patience or the energy.  I can’t concintrate enough on my own problems to even get trough one semister of school.  I feel like I barely made it.  I am supposed to know how to do all of this trade funding paperwork and get everything set up,  THIS WEEK!!  I don’t begin to know how.  And I’m supposed to resolve my mothers 15 year problem with her license - she neglected it.  I’m supposed to know everything going on with the kids, and get all of the housework done at home.  I don’t know what I need to do to get my head on straight.  No one knows the anixiety all of it causes.  Maybe I should just give up caring and crawl in a hole.  I can’t deal with it all like this……….